the truth of it all...

the dust is just now starting to settle. the this and that of the he said she said is just not what I expected at all.

so... the truth to it all... the fucking broad pushed me into an $80,000 Bankruptcy. This is an embarrasing and depressing thing. I am a man that has worked for everything that I DID own since I was 16! no help from anyone in my life. Not blaming my family. they are all great and strong people, but just nothing monetary to be had. All money and loss aside, this is a matter of lying and manipulating. This is a long lie that has been going on for 2 years. I had no control over any of this. She had complete control of all finances and went so far as to not pay the mortgage on my home for 2 years. that is a payment of over $2000 a month. as well as not paying any credit card or insurance on any of our vehicles. when I finally confronted her and asked where all this money is, all she can tell me is that we spent it. it is all gone. nothing to show. I am sure that she does not tell anyone the full truth of this. as far as her friends are concerened, they just think I am some asshole that abandoned his family in a time of need. that is just not true. Harlie is my life and heart, and I would spend an eternity in Hell to save her beautiful life and soul! Now you may now think to yourself, why would this man write this for all to see? why air it all. well the fact of the matter is, when you file for banckruptcy, it is a public case and anyone has access to it, so why not?!

I just wanted to put this all down and vent. mostly everyone I know will never even see this, and who ever does see this will just want me to get back to my Creep adventures or a damn update on my shovelhead build! well here it is anyway! fuck you! don't read it! I don't care. just wanted to put it down somewhere.

soon to come... update on my Lady Blue Shovelhead and Skin Flint's Carpet Eater honda 750!!!